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poetry and musings from the girl behind the mask my journal  of Juha Harju. All rights reserved. Used with permission. Graphics by: Deanna
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Monday, December 13, 2004
Seeing What am I supposed to think? When you are warm and soft toward me. When you tell me that it's nice to find someone else on "the wavelength". When you touch me and tell me that I"m fantastic. What am I supposed to think? When you are cold and staring. When I can't see anything past your pupils. When you look at me like you don't even know who I am. What am I supposed to think? When I cry because you choose un-love. When I understand that I can't even be your friend anymore because the pain is greater than the joy. When you seem like you don't care, so I stop calling. What am I supposed to think? When you call to check in and wonder where I've been. When you want to get together and talk and watch movies and laugh. When I hesitantly say yes. What am I supposed to think? When the cycle starts again? Posted at 10:11 am by angryalchemist
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